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He told you that he was focused on you for purely charitable reasons: He wanted to help you become a man.
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He told you that he was teaching you to fight. That was only partially true; he was also maybe getting off on wrestling with you. His emotional intimacy amounted to emotional abuse.
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His sexual abuse revealed the truth of who he was: a liar who needed you. You had something he wanted, you had value, you were loved underneath it all.
This is how you learned that sex was the only way to feel loved. This is how you learned that all emotional intimacy was role-playing and bullshit, and only sex had meaning and value.
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Words feel like a lie. Intimacy itself feels untrustworthy to you.
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Knowing more would reveal her to be insulting and demeaning and untrustworthy. Knowing more would reveal her as another liar. You want to play a role instead. How did she feel when you moved out?
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